I went back to campus today. Supposedly to withdraw.

I met up with my old classmates. They were on their study break. I was so happy to see them cuz I missed them so much. Especially Wei Da.

Told them I was gonna withdraw, but they wanted me to stay on because it was for my own good. They even said they will help me with the new semester two subjects.

I was so happy today, even at home.

These few days, I've been regretting not studying hard and continuing the course. I was too caught up with work to want to study. I'm gonna sit for the supp paper in four weeks time. Hopefully, I will pass and be able to advance to the next year. I really gotta thank God that after all this time my friends havent given up on me and are even willing to tutor me so I'll have a much better chance of passing.

I dont want to regret anymore. This is my last chance to stay in TP, so I'll make the best out of it. Besides, i may not be able to see them again if I quit.

Someone asked me if I respected him. I couldnt answer; what is respect anyway?

I thought of the phrase "respecting other people's choices". Is respecting someone just allowing them to do what they want? I mean ya sure but completely without caring?

I'm confused on how anyone can respect and care at the same time in moderate.

Well, at least I know someone who says I love you and totally doesnt care about anything about you. I doubt thats love though. I may not know how to respect and care for someone but I certainly know you cant love someone without caring for them.